what?

Don’t ya hate it when 

you sleep about an hour 

before the alarms goes off? 

Upping my game 

Again. Beast mode. 

What I ate. 

Also Keto Ice Cream. 

Chocolate is lost on me. 

I can tolerate it

But I’m not crazy about it

In the least. 

Even when I was heavy, 

I never craved it. 

After my NDE experience,

That is. I woke up free from it. 

This is a normal meal

For a family member 

Where I work. 

OJ, Rice, Yogurt, Veggies,

And Halal Meat as a condiment. 

My promise is that 

When I cross the threshold of a home,

I prepare myself to work. 

To give of myself and put the patient first. 

I finally am back to that. 

Late night cat food run. 

It’s dark by the time I get home now. 

Home made Vanilla 

With Madagascar Beans

And Vodka. 

I’ve had a few samples. 

It’s good. I never took a vow

To never touch alcohol. 

To me, that’s unnecessary 

And misleading. 

This has been in the cabinet for 6 months. 

I’m not a lecherous fiend 

Who sneaks into the pantry

To drink cooking supplies! 

But someone is. 

What’s this? 

This was found right next to the bottle. 

What the hell?

It’s dark, thick, oozy, 

Slightly sweet- yes I tasted it. 

So if I die… tell the cops for me 

Maybe slightly like fish sauce or soy? 

It has the consistency of molasses. 

Almost a year and he still sleeps

On my neck and face. 

Every night. I love this baby! 

He’s such a joy.