18 March 2024

hell-o week


People are crazy. 
That’s my final answer. 
No matter what the question. 


Ramadan Treat
Honey-Soaked little donut holes. 
I ate about 1/2 of one and almost fainted. 
Too sweet. 






Scurvy, Rickets, Korsakoff 
We need our vitamins 














17 March 2024

done


What rotten “luck” I had
Ending up living with a person
Who isn’t quite all there


Who never helps around the house,
Or does much of anything 
But sit on the patio and drink like a fish. 
Or now, sleep on the sofa


This beautiful strong proud
Japanese Maple don’t get any water
During the entire summer
- the hottest one on record -
And it died. 
My sympathy and friendship 
Died with it. 
I have no intention of living like this. 


I’ve already wasted 7 years 
With this alcoholic bastard. 
All the time I wanted to 
grow and invest  in myself
I spent that time putting out fires. 
That I didn’t start. 


I don’t even have one more 
Faux Pax left 
Or one single suit to give. 


This shit has been in here since January. 


To say I don’t give a damn
Is an understatement. 


I’m done with the roller coaster ride. 
Now how to get off? 


Ramadan Food. 
No rice. 


If you know, you know. 
I wish to God I didn’t know. 
I actually want a peaceful life. 

My brave face 



16 March 2024