new old day

Ended up crying 

On the way to work. 

Actually I was ok driving. 

Once I got here the crap started again

And I wanted to walk off. 

I have never had a job 

Where the kids didn’t like me.

This one doesn’t. He just wants to play. 

So when there’s work to do

He just screams. 

Hours and hours of fussing.

I get paid to listen to a boy scream. 

hurry up and weight

CPR day for me 

I love love love sleeping 14 hours. 

I went to bed at 8 pm. 

Got up at 10 am. 

Worked outside 

Getting all the ex housemates junk 

Ready for the constable. 

All this gay porn fell out

And all they guys were aghast. 

Ramadan Chowder

So here we are. So many false starts. 

So much sliding. 

Not so much with Atkins. 

That’s good for me even on off days. 

I can go up to 100 carbs a day

With little pushback. 

I handle them better. 

But don’t push it!