please not again

Those 2 spikes are when I woke up

Throwing up. Brown dried black blood. 

First you’re a Blood. 

Then,  you’re a Crypt 

Solved it. 

I can’t have this ever again. 

Nothing is worth this. 

It’s like eating glass. 

I tell my kids that half of change 

Is passive.- in the sense that you 

don’t have to DO anything but STOP

Doing the problematic things. 

Just stop. Just don’t to it. 

Simple. Not easy. 

I had one shot of whiskey to celebrate 

The New Year. And it tore me up. 

Literally. Like glass inside me. 

I even Googled “Listeria”

Because I had some bagged salad. 

Nope. Not listeria. 

Anne-eria is what I have. 

I put cheap gas in the tank. 

And it’s costly. 

So I  graded my PPI

And within an hour I was better. 

However, there wasn’t much to come up. 

It was already out. 

Never again will I work 7 days. 

It’s just not worth it. 

Nurses are dropping off like flies. 

So many sick. 

It’s like a war. Covid is worse than a war. 

Because at least soldiers are trained. 

And they get their shot and wear their masks. 

These Texas assholes no

Cuz’Murica!

Muh Rights! 

And off they go to Walmart 

To spread this bug.