The secret to a good sleep
Is not to eat too late at night.
Or drink.
So you don’t have to go pee.
Problem solved.
Even had a nice bright salad.
No croutons.
Planning for the future
When you are involved with
Unpredictable people
Is hard.
But we’re used to doing hard things.
You have to make 2 sets of plans.
IF someone’s spouse (or family) dies...
And IF they leave them a small fortune...
THEN that person
MAY OR MAY NOT
Stay ... or go....
If they leave, they’ve more than likely
Been planning it all along.
But they make it look like it
Was spontaneous. Why?
To blame you and justify
cutting you off.
I used to think the current politics
Don’t represent the will of the people.
Well, in a way- they very much do.
They represent the part
that grabs all they can
And micromanaged everyone.
But not themselves.
Some animals are more
Equal than other animals.
Having said that, I was recruited
By a Travel Nurse Company
That lands government contracts.
I guess because I’m Army.
They want to interview me
For a nursing position in an
ICE Detention Center.
I would love love love to go.
This company also has the contracts
For the IHS - Indian Health Services.
So they’re big players.
I have an telephone interview
Later today. I’m excited!
If I stay or if I go,
If I do Travel Nursing
Or just vacation...
I sit content.
I’m happy to go or stay.
Based on my choice.
Not the will of something completely
Out of my control.
Like someone else’s crazy
Gaslighting behavior.
I guess that’s the biggest NSV
I’ve ever had.
I’m fine. And I’ll create ways
To be fabulous either way.
I constructed it such that no
Borderline Personality type can
Sabotage or trick or pull the rug out.
I wish I had learned this when I was 30.
Better late than never.
But I’m kinda a slow learner.
It wasn’t too long ago that I learned
I can’t eat like a teenager
All my life and not gain weight!
At least now, I’m a Happy Learner.
And I’m not fighting the information.
You are already fabulous!
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