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Watching A River Runs Though It. 

My job as a Nurse

Is to predict behavior. 

What happens next?

And be ready for it. 

Or interrupt the behavior

Before it kills someone. 

So with the lockdown 

And the stir crazy behavior 

It is causing - I predict

2 outcomes. 

Either the ban will be lifted

Or it will go on. (Duh!)

And or rebound. 

If it’s lifted, the mountains 

In July will be crowded

With people who swore

To go everywhere 

And see everything 

The minute they could

Get free. 

If it’s not lifted, well  -

No vacation anyways. 

My Life Coach is talking about

The real problems of the Pandemic

And the Nursing Crisis. 

But this is what Army Nurses

Are trained for.  

And I’m doing well -

For someone who gets upset 

When someone looks at me wrong. 

“LOL”

So my biggest problem right now

Is that I’m sick of canned chili. 

So that’s a good problem to have. 

I even snuck out and had 

a Corn Dog from Sonic. 

About 20 carbs. Or 40. 

I lost count. 

No cravings after. 

So no guilt. 

So my goal is to make the decision 

Without regret or worry. 

I could do some fasting 

and hiking and take my herbs. 

And pay off my car

- And be completely debt free -

And healthy and strong. 

And ready for a longer vacation. 

Maybe some travel nursing?