one weak off

Last Monday was my last meal. 

I’m down 10 full pounds. 

I had wanted to start a fast. 

But it’s so hard the first day. 

Hahah! 

Just do it. 

Slob that I am, 

These kids have been piling up. 

Still no sink. Maybe I’ll trash them. 

My view this week. 

A vacation I don’t want.

But apparently needed. 

So. What did I learn this week? 

Never go at 80% capacity. 

As a general rule. 

Use that for special occasions. 

It’s probably safe to travel 

At 50 to 60%. 

But if you go balls to the walls 

And you got a bump-

You have nowhere to go

With your balls. 

My boys have loved

 having me home. 

I’ll spend about an hour today 

Getting things ready

For when I jump back in. 

I spent about ah hour 

Doing little things.

It hurts to drink.

Even water. 

Like a chemical burn

In my chest and stomach 

When I try. It cramps and 

Burns for about 5 minutes 

When I drink anything. 

So I decided to intentionally fast. 

For the true purpose of fasting. 

To rest my insides. 

I’m not sure what happened. 

But something did! 

And it was big!