good clinic day

Well, we went to the urologist, 

And found a certain part of this

Kids anatomy - 

which I probably shouldn’t mention because people can be such jerks and prudes. 

Anyways. They’re both there. 

Just hidden a little. 

My work on earth is done. 

I asked my mother 

To come back for me

But I guess it doesn’t work that way. 

I feel a little like Pip 

In Moby Dick. 

Aware of both worlds. 

Rain and flash floods

In Dallas Tx 

Coffee is so good. 

I have a new found appreciation 

For brewed coffee. 

Ate this. 

26 grams of protein. 

And some cream with coffee. 

I had a few globs of cream cheese as well. 

Even a few potato chips and peanut butter. 

Just for dipping. 

Less than 10 carbs. 

I dry fast from like 6 or 7 PM

Till morning. 

And I always lose 2 or 3 pounds

Overnight. 

Not so bloated as before. 

I was probably a hot mess

Of hate and work.