calm down everybody

I slept late late late today! 

I had crazy leg cramps. 

That hasn’t happened for years. 

My true pleasure 

Drinking this strong ass coffee. 

It’s a meal in and of itself. 

My little buddy. 

He’s so freaking skittish. 

Sooooo...

I’ve come to terms with chaos.  

It’s part of life. 

I talked to a trusted friend 

About the “house” part. 

And to my Life Coach

About the work part. 

Both situations are crappy. 

Both will never change. 

The real question is:

What flipped inside of me-

That made me suddenly 

Unable to cope? 

Expectations?

I believe that the country

-and the world-

Is experiencing a higher level of stress

With the turbulence and 

Intentionally disruptive 

Current administration. 

This true Baby Boomers 

Aren’t going out without a fight. 

FaceBook Time Hop. 

6 years ago. 

I’ve kept my weight off! 

*pats self on back*

With little riffs here and there. 

Even 15 pounds shows up 

On my small frame. 

When people get married or divorced 

Or both 

Or break a leg or lose a job

Or have medical debt

Or have a flood or move 

Or have stress at work

Or get depressed

Or lose a baby

Or lose a brother

Or fail to stop a suicide- 

They regain their weight 

And then some. 

It’s the “and then some”

That gets me. 

It’s always “and then some.”

Taking my lunch to work

Is good for Low Carb

-it’s really Keto but I still say LC-

And it’s good for $$$!

I’ve almost paid for my trip 

With just quitting wine

And quitting eating out 

On the daily. 

Or rather- nightly. 

I would eat and lay down. 

And now, since I eat around noon, 

I have no more reflux. 

“Amazing how that works!”

Says the nurse. 

The camping slash Colorado Trip

Is coming into view. 

Not sure the ski crowd 

In Breckinridge is ready for 

Tokyo-style accommodations! 

 

I prefer a little cabin in the woods 

Any day.