Showing posts with label triggers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label triggers. Show all posts

05 September 2010

trigger happy


Avast there, ye Scurvy Dog Pinata!
Yep - the candy is already out!
Gotta get ready



Candy is dandy - Liquor is quicker -
I would mix the two with RedBull!

I'm just kidding, of course!
Aye - there'll be no grog for me, matey!
 
Temptation is everywhere - 
a slippery slope of memories and mnemonics...
I am re-learning what these triggers mean,
why I have them,
and what to do about it NOW!
(Which is the only thing that really counts)
"What Cha Gonna Do About It?"
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This is Miss J. She's a REAL "tree-hugger!" 
Even her coffee mug says "tree hugger!"
She just about fits the whole picture. 
From her hair to her Birkenstocks!

Her wholesome, organic, clean-eating food choices
are never an excuse for ever-eating.
(Even Dr Atkins said LoCarb is not an excuse for gorging yourself!)

Which is sorta like an excuse for not losing weight.
Not finding joy. Not being loved. Not loving.
It's never about the food - I'm convinced by now.
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Maybe its about the reasons behind why being overweight "works."
Or why it did.
I imagine myself to be insulated behind a burka of adiposity.
Skin, and stories, and layers of clothes that no longer fit.
And I not only keep them, I worship them.

 
And ruminate over them.
OK. Time to work - clean something....
do something..... fix something.....
Not just as a way to interrupt the triggers,
But it's win-win.... 
My apartment is coming right along!
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It's good my job lets me have so much time off....
Makes up for the crazy days and weeks of non-stop work.
It goes like that in Hospice... Nurses call it
"Feast or Famine" which is pretty accurate.
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Yo Ho -  International "Talk Like A Pirate Day" (link)
is fast approaching! Now that's something to partake of.
Or is it "in?"  Aye be gar!
'Tis a non-candy/food (pseudo) holiday at any rate.
September 19th. A Sunday this year.


MySpace-Countdown

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YouTube Video
"In The Waiting Line"
Zero 7
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Hope your Holiday is going well.....
Shoring up the gains and losses....
Getting ready for the season of love and candy!