24 June 2024

nurse anima


Guess who’s back
Shady’s back 
Tell a friend 


Nurse Anne took leave 
Of her senses - sooooo
Here is me. 


Nurse Animne 
Nurse Anima
Nurse Animus 


Just like Eminem 
Slim Shady and 
Marshal Mathers
But without the millions of dollars. 
Also without the singing and talent. 


Blah blah blah sleep


Blah blah blah Texas 


Blah Bruh
Carbs are bad 
Run away! 


Cats and stuff. 
Fat ones 
Skinny ones. 


Hahahahahah
Once I was a happy healthy productive 
Member of  society 

Secure, witty, cute, successful 

Now just a quivering mass 
of skinny (skinnier) protoplasm 
Who is melting on the Texas heat. 

Living with a drunk is bad. 
Living with a dry drunk is insanity. 
It would make anyone 
Snap Crackle & Pop 
Hahahahahha 
Hold on Biotches 
It’s a bumpy ride and you’re coming with. 
With me. You’re invited 
Bwahhahahahaha 




23 June 2024

day by day


Kids drew me a nice tank. 


My Air BnB last night. 


14 years and I still use this






Twilight feeling 

If you think rock bottom is only this
It’s not. We’re at rock bottom 
and not one brown paper bag can be found. 

It’s not possible to get someone to change. 
They have to really really want to. 





22 June 2024

day 2














I’m up to 100 carbs a day
And I’m loosing 
About 1 pound a day.
What the hail? 


I need blood work. 





So the news was delivered. 
We (I) did a one man show
Intervention 
And ot was difficult. 
It vent on several hours. On and off. 
We dropped the line. 
Now we wait. 


19 June 2024

catch as catch can













Still 70 carbs a day 
Still full of energy 
Easy feeling. No anxiety. 
No fear. Clarity of mind. 

Tomorrow is the day. 
I love every minute of my blogging 
Thanks to everyone who reads here. 
Much love and peace to you. 



17 June 2024

don’t shoot




Sold my stocks and bought
The highest yielding stocks ever. 





From the Group Home
10 years ago

From the Group Home
10 years hence. 


Eminem shows his 16 year 
AA sobriety coin April 2008. 

Today’s offering 





15 June 2024

somebody shoot me


















Nice and slim although 
I’ve increased my carbs to 100 a day. 
I ate and ate … ulcers are back?