onward and

Everything seems like a good idea at the time. 

This is sleep with Pinot Noir. 

Or rather- lack of sleep. 

I tossed and turned and sweated

And coughed all night. 

And had bad dreams. 

My heart was bounding 

And woke me up several times. 

So this little bird. 

Every single morning 

She’s right there. 

700 in the morning. 

She’s waking everyone up 

To say the day has begun. 

I’m back to work with my little boy. 

He’s not exactly nice,  and likes to tease. 

I know there are kids like this. 

It just a phase. 

But it lasts like 20 years. 

I’m waiting for him to wake up

So he can push and fight and 

mock my every word. 

I’m really close with the family here. 

We went to Ramadan last year, 

And they taught me so much. 

I’ll be playing 3-4-5 all day today. 

I’m so anxious I could throw up.