Tons of gunshots and fireworks.
All I want to do is stay sober,
Fast tor clarity, and get through these days.
This is nerve-wracking
And I have a migraine.
Literally everything I have and do
Reminds me of her.
I guess I threw myself into her care.
I got her these for Christmas.
I finally stopped crying long enough
to take a short nap.
Nope- they still haven’t called
to say it was a mistake.
The denial is gone and
Now I’m bargaining.
IF she can do this-
THEN I’ll do that.
Blood Glucose is high.
I have had several servings of water.
The HCT is usually in the 30’s.
All this holiday food.
I’m glad I’m not tempted.