dreading nights

OK - so yeah - night shifts.

Ugh.

But I guess it's ok. Considering.

I've got the room-darkening shades.

And these not-so-deadly night-shades.

And de plugs for de hear. 

And the phone goes off - and stays off.

I sleep like a drunk person crashes,

So it would do no good to call me anyways.

Even if you call a million times.

It will simply have to wait.

And my eating so apparently so clean,

I am really feeling good inside and out.

Imagine this:

I eat, and feel good. Really good!

This is how I imagine it is "supposed" to be.

I never ever in 53 years felt good after I ate.

Not even whilst eating strict LC.

There were times when I didn't feel bad.

And thanks to LC, the heartburn is gone.

But now, I eat, and energy - that I can actually sense -

It's strange... I have access to energy that I 

Never have had before.... ever!

So most nights are not a struggle

Or a jittery caffeine over dose.

So no A-Fib! Yay!

And I can not remember the last time I took an Advil

Or a Tums. And my hair is growing shaggy again.

It was really not growing much this summer.

I once did my hair every two weeks....

It has been over two months - omg

Finally due for a hair cut!

Got some new scrubs.... all different colors!

This size is vexed -so I don't pay attention to sizes anyhow.

It means nothing. In one day, I could wear anything from

An 8 to a 16. Completely inconsistant. Hmmph!

But I did get a really heavy material,

And roomy enough I can wear a shirt underneath. 

Cuz sometimes patients keep the room really cold at night.

I have been able to get some stretching and walking in.

I like having the same case to drive to everyday.

With a schedule that does not change

Without my consent.

Being told I had "no choice" in a work matter

Was indeed one of the lowest points of my career.

And the pay is not too shabby - with my new raise!

I get roughly twice the pay 

For roughly half the hours as I worked before. Win Win!

So back to nights I go.

Blogging all the way!