too much

Wings for Lunch

I’ve been having protein shakes

And trying to do some fasting. 

Blends for Dinner. 

I still have some depression 

Going into the Holidays. 

And I miss my Love Dove

Every single day. 

Home Health Nurses 

Are like toddler pigs

On 2 feet. 

They’re rude, filthy, 

Lying, selfish, pigs. 

They spill something 

And leave it 

For someone else to clean up. 

Arrogant fucking bastards. 

Some neighbors brought treats

For my Little Man- 

But don’t be tempted! 

It’s never ever ever 

Worth it. 

I resent being the only nurse 

Who cleans or updates 

Or transcribes-

And I’m also the lowest paid. 

When we have an early appointment,

They literally sit there,

Instead of helping him get ready. 

And the mouths they have on them!

They’re rude- as well. 

Apathy and arrogance. 

Must be Gen X. 

2 good things came of it this week. 

I won’t miss this case when I leave. 

Too much fucking abuse. 

I’ve let it go emotionally. 

I’ll miss the Patient terribly. 

But not the rest of the package. 

And I won’t ever again take my 

personal time and effort

To help a case-

At the expense of my own 

Peace of Mind.