still no answer

Tons of gunshots and fireworks. 

All I want to do is stay sober,

Fast tor clarity,  and get through these days. 

This is nerve-wracking 

And I have a migraine. 

Literally everything I have and do

Reminds me of her. 

I guess I threw myself into her care. 

I got her these for Christmas. 

I finally stopped crying long enough 

to take a short nap. 

Nope- they still haven’t called 

to say it was a mistake. 

The denial is gone and 

Now I’m bargaining. 

IF she can do this-

THEN I’ll do that. 

Blood Glucose is high. 

I have had several servings of water. 

The HCT is usually in the 30’s. 

All this holiday food. 

I’m glad I’m not tempted.