seed day

An amazing thing happened yesterday. 

I had a counselor session. 

And I listed all the reasons I didn’t want 

This guy to stay -  or leave. 

All these years of him 

being verbally abusive to me. 

Now she’s ready to kick him to the curb

And I’m begging her not to. 

Odd, eh? 

So my buddy Pete and I got some 

Potting soil.   

And some In -N-Out

And Costco. 

We just did errands. 

My errands. 

I bought seeds this year because 

It’s like 30 times cheaper. 

But it’s good to be able to raise 

a plant from a seed. 

It’s a metaphor for life. 








For 15 years I tell everyone 

DO- don’t stew! 

And “Just start!”

And all the affirmations. 

Now it’s time to pay it forward. 

To myself. 

Body shot. 

Haircut 100 shot 

I like to think I’m turning into a nice-looking 

Old granny. But I’m just getting worn down. 

Mainly it’s hard to live with an 

Alcoholic, immature, narcissistic 

Old queen who thinks 

He is smarter than me and everyone else. 

I honestly think he’s so toxic, 

he could kill ya. 

Just sharing space.