realization day

Realizing that I sleep better with something. 

Anything. Wine. CBD. 

Anti-cholinergics. 

Toddler Houdini 

(Not my patient)

Fabricated a ladder, 

Crawled up it, and opened 3 locks

And ran out the door 

12 houses away. 

All in the blink of an eye. 

A flash. Silently. 

I ran after him and eventually caught him. 

Good recovery- good ramp up 

And down. 
TikTok for tickers. 


Salad with junk in it. 

Way to Carby. 

Sausage Patties no bun. 

Once upon a time

I liked this coffee. 

It was strong. 

Now it’s like water. 

One star, Mickey! 

2010

Still in XL scrubs. 

2011 Large scrubs 

Off  menagerie we have.   

So I realized that this is the new normal. 

These kids won’t get better. 

They improve up to a point. 

Then no more. 

Like in the movie Awakenings. 

Like in the movie Lorenzo’s Oil. 

They already knew 

What I’m just now coming to terms with. 

More on this later.