exhaust exhaustion

All I had yesterday. 

Plus coffee and a Monster. 

And some Guacamole. 

And I felt absolutely wonderful! 

You would think the Siracha hot sauce

would be rough for my ulcers

But I found the opposite to be true. 

I think hot spices and spicy

Actually HEALED my ulcers!

Clouds coming in


Full body shot. 

Still shapely. 

In other words - 

my 10 pound weight gain

Isn’t showing yet. 

Waiting and waiting for the van. 

We went for an 1100 appointment. 

We waited from 2 pm till 5:30. 

And didn’t get home till 6:45. 

I didn’t even get to finish my notes. 

The van full of kids and nurses and equipment 

Was going 75 MPH! 

I’ve been in them going 90. 

Literally. Terrifying. 

That exhaust leak 

I wrote about yesterday 

Was probably the culprit. 

The van was “out of service”

From the doors not closing properly. 

It’s criminal- how they operate these vans. 

This is a cigarette butt

Where kids are on oxygen. 

I came home, fell asleep 

In my scrubs- no watch. 

No data. 

Do not collect $200. 

I did plenty of waking. 

And I was on my feet 

13 hours or more. 

Most of this standing was on concrete. 

Outside. 

Me being mad. 

I was on hold over 45 minutes. 

And got hung up on twice. 

Inglorious Bastards. 

All of them! 

The high pulse is where the van driver

Actually went up the wrong way 

On an exit ramp - going 60 MPH

Facing traffic also go 60+ MPH. 

To add insult to injury 

I lost my glasses! 

I should just keep them 

In the car, since I only use them for driving. 

My vision has improved 6 times 

On Low Carb! 

BUT

All in all I had no real anxiety 

And I stayed focused 

And problem solving. 

I think eating right and less

Is the key.