The motto for the day is
Trust NO ONE
And Avoid Facebook!
I think I finally reached a breaking point.
I went in the bathroom and cried.
First time since January.
First time since this started.
I didn’t break.
I snapped.
It snapped off.
My faith snapped in two
And I’m trying to not cry at the nurses station.
Thank goodness for masks.
It hides the ugly crying
Now if I blow my nose,
they’ll think I have the virus. LOL.
Probably taking a wee break
From social media
For my own sanity.
Mental health.
I have Crisis Fatigue. It’s like Combat Fatigue.
ReplyDeleteBut this nonstop barrage of viruses, pandemic, riots, killing people in the streets, I just am reaching a point of exhaustion. Physical exhaustion I can take. Rest and good food help with that.
Mental and emotional fatigue? That’s a little trickier.
80 - maybe 90% of the war was this way too. A constant mind fuck. I
Constant roll calls at 4 am. No trust. You had to account for every minute of every day. Senseless meetings.
God please I’m done