skip a beat

I’m nothing 

If not consistent. 

I do much better 

With no chili. 

Pity. I love it so. 

So I thought I had 

Miscalculated my trip budget. 

And my poor heart skipped a beat. 

I will be gone nearly 3 weeks. 

Since I kept adding time. 

It’s not that the trip is expensive. 

I’m basically camping- 

So it’s by no means The Ritz- 

The main expense

For me is missed time from work. 

So I did my best math

And put a pencil to it. 

Andnput my nose to the grindstone. 

And yes grew in every cliche 

I could think of. Lol. 

Actually listening to

Diana Krall and watching the rain. 

Taking my steps. 

Doing low carb OMAD. 

And doing everything right. 

I have learned to do everything right-

Until it is effortless. 

Turns out all is well. 

egg blog

What the heck. 

Eating chili late at night I guess. 

I use canned chili as a garnish for eggs. 

About a half a van. 

I’ve heard of people 

being sensitive to nightshades. 

We’ll see 

Mmmmmmm

Eggs and Sausage. 

Getting tired of eggs and sausage. 

Lol. 

Not anymore, lol. 

Not anymore! 

friday already?

Got up in the night

And had to have some food. 

Not really fasting. 

Not really eating. 

I was cold and hungry. 

4 eggs is not enough. 

I need more protein. 

I have a burn on my leg. 

Or a blister or something. 

Maybe a spider bite. 

It’s been 2 weeks since my Nephew 

Killed himself. 

I still wasn’t over the Baby dying. 

And I have a project- rearranging furniture 

In my room to keep me from 

Having to use the common areas so much. 

Plus vacation- 

with all the prepping and planning

That goes along with that. 

I bought a dash cam for the trip

But have yet to install it. 

That kind of thing. 

So I’m busy! 

It’s always like sitting under 

The Sword Of Damaclese 

In agency staffing. 

All or nothing. 

Feast or famine. 

So I opt for Feast. 

Tired Feasting. 

I guess no more tired than

All people through the ages. 

The Dark Ages. 

But still.