Showing posts with label 2010 day 6. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2010 day 6. Show all posts

06 January 2010

casual day

Breakfast as usual -
        Coffee with Protein and
DaVinci sf Syrup
❀almost forgot❀
lunch: Monster Energy Drink w/protein powder
lots o' coffee all day
not too much H20, but that's ok


Took the truck in for Preventive Maintenance.
I am religious about it for the truck,
I am a slacker about it for myself,
but I am getting better! 
ⓄⓀ♡
Getting rid of this
(spare tire)
Keep the one on the truck. Get rid of mines.
No walking Yesterday. Day Off!
Lots of steps at work the day before, though.
The time is 10:23 pm/2223
The steps 7255
The machine automatically resets every night at midnight!

I am fighting a compulsion to move far away.
Must be a reaction-formation. Or a metaphor for starting over.
(I'd go with reaction-formation, to be sure.)

I love Captain Hollywood. I've listened to the album
"Love Is Not Sex"
all the time for nearly 15 years now.

♪♫"....Somewhere, don't care, anywhere - 
just get me the hell out of here...."♫♪♫
"All I want" by Captain Hollywood Project
Part of me is changing with this weight loss. 
I understand why people "act out."
I feel like I am losing a person
"none-the-less."
There's only room inside for one.
(One un-conflicted self.)