breaking the fourth wall

One nurse in Africa. 

Another nurse calls in. 

So now I get to work 7 days. 

Or rather, 14 

Because one week goes to the next. 

I said I wouldn’t do it again

But I meant not voluntarily 

And not at different or new places. 

I’m very much familiar here. 

No worries. 

My goal is to have Zero Debt

After I broke my leg

(I should be free- it’s been 5 years) 

And get serious about retirement. 

And I almost forgot! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I hope everyone is having 

A beautiful time. 

I’ve been serious about food for 13 years. 

And I have nearly perfect health. 

No major illness. 

No medicine daily. 

No health concerns 

Except that when I cheat- I gain 

But that’s what happens. 

No mystery. 

Funky Filters Continue 

My actual face after 

watching the new Cats movie 

(New this year)

And the critiques have changed my mindset. 

I live with a professional 

musical theater musician. 

And she has no tolerance for trash. 

Me on the other hand - I love trash. 

I’m like Oscar the Grouch. 

Anything dirty or rotten or rusty. 

In film, that is. 

Looking back I will say this. 

I seldom watch the musicals

That have been adapted for film. 

Except with kids. 

And now that I take care of a blind boy,

All the visual candy is gone. 

So it’s just the nuts and bolts of the movie. 

I don’t even watch movies right. 

Or read books right 

(I’ve read like 3 fiction books

since most of them suck.) 

I don’t know anything about 

Character Arcs, or building tension,

Or anything at all, actually. 

Kinda like how most people

 don’t understand food- 

And therefore health. 

I don’t know what anything is for.