foot drop day

Turn around, bright eyes!

I don't know what to do

I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg 

and giving off sparks

I asked this guy (Housemate) 

to please remember to turn off

 the overhead kitchen lights. 

They’re ridiculously expensive to operate

- halogen track lights -

And make a ton of heat. 

He keeps forgetting,

Like he does with everything else. 

I fell for it. Hook line and sinker. 

I got a 10 minute bitch out 

about how stupid the homeowner is,

 and how halogen bulbs

 are unnecessary etc. 

He hates conflict, and becomes enraged 

A fist pounding temper tantrum- 

If you ask him for anything. 

Even to remember to turn off a light. 

He does this on purpose 

So no one will ask him for anything. 

He pre-emptively strikes first-

To scare you into never ever 

Asking him for anything. 

Imagine. A 3 day temper tantrum 

Because someone asked 

him to remember to 

turn the kitchen light off. 

This petty toddler. 

He won’t speak to me for a week. 

Then come back like nothing happened. 

He has no idea that E 

wanted him gone two months ago-

 and I asked her to reconsider. 

Denial is a powerful thing. 

He has no idea. He's obvious. 

Ate some peppermint candy. 

I seemingly have no control over them. 

Let’s examine this. 

I have all control over my 

Hands and mouth. 

And what I buy. 

I don’t have control over

My cravings and obsessing. 

Except to avoid candy altogether. 

“No one can eat just one!”

I love this picture. 

It was over by my Ex BFFs house. 

I think she took one of these. 

The order needs to change. 

Winter needs to swap with fall. 

From a high shoot friend. 

“Oh what a tangled web we weave 

When first we practice to deceive. 

But when we practice again and again, 

It is a perfect web we spin! 

Good ole Michelle WhatsHerNname.