09 August 2023

crash day


Traffic was once 30 minutes to work. 
Then 45 minutes. 
Now its more like a hour. 


So mad. So sick. So tired. 
I just feel like shit. 
Shit on a slab. 
Shit on a shingle. Lol. 


Was this why? 
I feel like fucking death. 
100 days with heat and no rain. 


A bite of this?
It’s just not worth it. 
More Chinese Food Buyer’s Remorse 


Had to take an Advil at midnight 
But it did bring my pulse down. 


Lots of walking. 
Got the little patient ready for bed. 
He threw up. 
And I had to do it all again. 

I think he makes himself throw up
But its always worse than he thinks. 
Now I’m starting to think 
he cant help himself. 


Last year Flashback. 
Two years ago. Hospital? 
This filter is color-based. 
Gives us a wee kiss, then. Lol 


Van Gough on lockdown. 




Yes. It’s real. 








This has been the worst year. 
A year ago, i was ready. 

This is what Home Health Nursing
Often looks like. 
Tears. Tears for Fears. 




08 August 2023

cloudy day

Ahhhhh 
No rain. But a cloud! 




No filter. 
The sly was a shimmering blue. 










 Get me my 4 pieces of shrimp. 
Even with the breading. 

The grass is greener 
when you water it. 




Good luck with that. 
Poor slob will spend his fortune on doctors. 


I had NO idea how far down 
the rabbit hole went. 
We have a lot of stupid people here. 
Walking amongst us. 
Its true. People will believe anything. 




My Nurse friend was a donor recipient. 
The transplant company helps
Donors and recipients unite. 
If you want to say thanks. 

When you’re short, and /or little
Many organ donations are
Harvested from children 
Or teenagers. 
Thats usually good news. 
More stem cells. More youth. 

Dear Mom of the Young Person 
Who died- and donated this gift of vision!
Thank you! Sorry for your loss. Etc. 








07 August 2023

summer-y


Dang. My whole post vanished. 


Something about the heat. 
So freaking hot.










Fast or slow? 
Hot or cold? 
Generally, I am slow and cold. 

The dead dead grass of home. 


Crazy hair. 




Aye- a wee drop of rain 









Sigma duck face. Lol. 
Oxygen mask on the noggin.  
Lol.