03 January 2022

another week in da bag


I’m working 100 hours
3 weeks in a row. 
This covid is taking nurses
Out of rotation. 

There’s exposure to an active case
Exposure to an asymptotic case. 
Exposure without testing positive. 
Positive test without symptoms. 
That’s what’s happening in nursing. 

Can 2 positives make a negative? 
Can you mix 2 variants? 


Good stats. 


Holy Moly Guacamole! 
All all time record. 
Don’t know why. 
But I’ll take it. 
A higher number is supposed to be good. 
But in nursing , we don’t use this 
For reference at all. 


Walking walking walking. 
I walk more than anyone  at work. 


Little kids lead the way! 


Didn’t finish this. 




Eggs Bites with SF Syrup 
And a dash of Hot Sauce. 


This Tea. OMG 

Foggy much? 
Hehehe
I’m happy happy happy
With these 100 hour weeks. 
The key is to do everything 
Exactly perfect. That’s all. 



02 January 2022

into the groove


Ahhhh no booze. No nothing. 
Nearly 11 hours bliss. 


 
Running my butt off with this sick kid. 
One of the nurses had an exposure. 
I’m sure she has covid. 


She’s evasive. She sent a picture of a covid test
Still in the box. And said “see?” 
And I was like nope - I don’t see. 
I asked directly “DO YOU HAVE CV?”
And she didn’t answer. 

Why on earth would you come here 
To expose us all to covid. Why? 
Selfish bitch. 


So I’ll be working 7 days. 
That’s ok. 
That’s 3 weeks strung together. 


Pakistan Tea. 
Heavy spice and cardamon. 


Sick kids are a hot mess. 
They don’t know how sick they are,
And they have unusual bursts of energy. 
The Tylenol Effect. 




Everyone gains in winter? 
Seems to be a thing. 


Best advice. 

Me? I’m in a holding pattern. 
So far. So good. 
Food is spot on. 
Walking is perfect. 
Mental health is perfect. 
I’m at a happy pace and full of confidence! 

01 January 2022

please not again


Those 2 spikes are when I woke up
Throwing up. Brown dried black blood. 


First you’re a Blood. 
Then,  you’re a Crypt 
Solved it. 
I can’t have this ever again. 
Nothing is worth this. 
It’s like eating glass. 


I tell my kids that half of change 
Is passive.- in the sense that you 
don’t have to DO anything but STOP
Doing the problematic things. 
Just stop. Just don’t to it. 
Simple. Not easy. 

I had one shot of whiskey to celebrate 
The New Year. And it tore me up. 
Literally. Like glass inside me. 








I even Googled “Listeria”
Because I had some bagged salad. 


Nope. Not listeria. 
Anne-eria is what I have. 
I put cheap gas in the tank. 
And it’s costly. 

So I  graded my PPI
And within an hour I was better. 
However, there wasn’t much to come up. 
It was already out. 

Never again will I work 7 days. 
It’s just not worth it. 
Nurses are dropping off like flies. 
So many sick. 
It’s like a war. Covid is worse than a war. 
Because at least soldiers are trained. 
And they get their shot and wear their masks. 
These Texas assholes no
Cuz’Murica!
Muh Rights! 
And off they go to Walmart 
To spread this bug.