help me

He sleeps on his back. 

With his head on a pillow

And his body under a blanket 

Nice, eh?

See that wee blip ?

That downturn? 

That’s us. Now. 

We’re down about 20% 

We have a ways to go. 

The market always come back. 

I sleep perfectly peaceful.  Fully 

They need to go back to Cana- da 

Packing up clothes. 

I have trip paralysis. 

Easy Peazy. 

Just pack up. 

Throw some rags into a suitcase. 

Some travel clothes, some pajamas,

Some everyday clothes. 

And dress up gear. 

Why is it so hard? 

I just sit there looking at the bags. 

I almost canceled the trip. 

Or postponed it. 

This is silly. 

Shoes. Socks. Undergarments. 

Pants. Shorts. Shirts. 

Dress clothes. Doc Martins. 

packers

This week on the market

It’s winter 

And time to plant. 

The bears are hibernating. 

I slept 14 hours last night. 

I work with some real nut jobs 

They might be less intelligent 

Than I had once given them credit for. 

the countdown starts

I cook at home like 90% of the time 

Nootropics and Collagen 

My nails and hair love it. 

My day off. 

Doing absolutely nothing 

Straight down drop. 

doge balls

Chainsaw Boy can’t figure out 

Why everyone is hating on him. 

He just wants to rule the entire world. 

So what? 

Liberation Day. 

What does that mean? 

A week to go. 

Hmmm now that you mention it. 

4 years ago this week 

I almost died from Covid Vax

And I’m still a vaxxer. 

It just hit different because of my 

Sub clinical malnutrition,

Sub clinical dehydration 

Sub clinical sleep-deprivation 

Sub clinical exhaustion 

That I was running at the time. 

I know I am a fool. 

That’s the difference. 

The biggest bigly braggadocious 

Fool, Bigeminy 

Sub clinical depression and anxiety 

Sub clinical brokenness 

All the colors

Of the brightest rainbow

All ran together and made 

Grey brown black darkness. 

All the stupid things I tell myself 

Wow! The view from up here is astonishing. 

There’s no one to blame 

But myself. 

More to come