incredible day

Frozen Dinners. 

The new thing. 

At least until I get my kitchen back. 

Right now I’d settle for hot water. 

I love the sleep and rest I get.  

Show me another 64 year “old lady”

Her sleep and steps. lol. 

We will have a granny throw down. 

My Yield Max Covered Call ETFs

Are humming right along. 

I can see myself doing stocks 

And being a full time trader. 

I never dreamed I would 

want to leave Nursing. 

And yet- here we are. 

At least my little patient is better. 

At least the drunk housemate is gone. 

This week I’m working on

increasing my Frustration Tolerance 

And Impulse Control. 

Or else I would have resigned 

and driven to New Mexico  

to start a life living on my car. 

Maybe work at Taco Bell or something. 

Probably not a great plan. 

I need to learn how to stay 

And deal with things. 

never ending shit suow

Sometimes I am that person. 

But sometimes I need that 

From someone else. 

Life has been a seemingly endless 

Period of me having to 

Be the bigger person,

Suck it up.  It’s ME

having to make the adjustments. 

And me having to take the high road. 

It’s up to me to say Yes I’ll play along

Or no I’m tired of this game. 

🎭 

When I get upset, the first thing 

people say to me is Calm Down 

Then ask if I have eaten 

Or if I need a nap

Like you would ask a crazy person. 

Or some old grandma. 

They want to blame something for the error. 

When other people get upset, 

I try to validate them, and listen

With the intention of understanding. 

And even allow a little 

Zen transference to take place. 

Like I am You

You are Me

We are One. 

OOOMMMMMM

This little meal snack thing. 

I was told at work I could keep 

a few meals here for those late nights

And spontaneous double shifts. 

Where they can’t find a Nurse. 

✅

Clean communication. 

Can I keep this here? I use this every day. 

Yea of course you can! 

😮

I came in to find my stuff

On the counter and everyone asking 

What it was? It is trash? 

Is this yours?

Doesn’t have to stay in the cabinet?

🚩🚩

People find comfort (joy? peace?)

In having the external world just so-so. 

While the inside world is upside down. 

We love to hold on to our special relationship 

Jo matter what they cost us. 

Finally. Quality sleep. 

With Kratom , less is more. 

You just have to let the old stuff clear. 

And sometimes that takes days. 

Just like with Glucose. 

The cravings WILL continue. 

Until it’s gone from your system. 

Memory page today. 

Ahhh such innocent times. 

Temu’s finest 

Days like this it’s all I can do 

To just escape 

And move away, 

work a quaint little job

In some small town in New Mexico. 

Just out in my time and go home. 

Of the project fails, it fails. 

If the baby dies, she dies. 

If the drunk rants, he rants. 

Flip everyone the bird and say 

“Shove it up your old wazoo!” 

And walk on by. 

monday monday

So many syringes. 

But none that fit. 

That’s always how it goes. 

Too much and not enough. 

They say in AlAnon 

One is too much and

1000 isn’t enough. 

Repairs are starting. 

My fave pic 

Got a new jacket. 

Somewhere in Yosemite 

Some jacket thief 

Is going around with my jacket. 

Hahaha the joke is on him 

The sleeves were altered. 

And he is going to be like. T Rex. 

body fog

I wrote this post today 

But forgot to push “go”

OMG the spices 

Slap myself- it is that good 

 

Crappy sleep 

Slime with kids

Not bad. 

Not good but better than nothing. 

Or IS it?

I have so much to do. So much. 

I need to work 24/7 

To get to the starting line. 

The little blog that could. 

lol. That’s me. 

hi dee ho

Hi Dee Ho

Hi Dee Hi

I’m gonna get me a piece of the pie 

Singing Ho Dee Hi Dee Ho

Messy construction INSIDE 

Is always hard. 

Hot water heater goes here. 

Crawl space goes under the house

And needs an access port. 

I sleep well at night because 

I am never trying  to trick anyone 

Plus my babies 

Keep me safe. lol. 

Off to find a shower. 

🧼 🚿 ✌️ 

I was in the habit of 

drinking one beer

With my kratom. 
Just now and then. 

For kidney stones mainly. 

Never was I more sick. 

Not brain fog. 

Just extremely tired. 

Turns out they are not compatible. 

Why are nurses so dumb? 

Hahahahah 

No explanation. 

Just accept the reality. 

Hehehehehe

smooth move

Fried Ham and PSMF Bread. 

This is a broom. A Hoky 

How long is this handle!?

The water damage was dried out 

For 5 days. Now it’s quiet again.