let it begin with me

Other people don’t have

 respect for your stuff

Life you do. 

This is a $30 fast charge charger. 

My high carb 30 ish meal

These days. Is Shrimp Rolls 

And some sweet and sour sauce. 

With tons of junk and chemicals. 

High pulse last night.

Bounding and pounding in my chest. 

Confabulation is the word for today. 

Not just disagreeing on what happened once

A long long time ago. 

But new things. Today. 

Every thing is a fight. 

It’s like a toddler. 

Then I saw this truck EGO. 

And I calmed down. 

I have to be at work at 7. 

He asked what time I leave. 

Well, generally 6 to 6:15. 

Twice this week, he went into the bathroom 

When I was getting ready! 

I was letting the water warm up and went 

Back to my room for something…

He was standing in the BR looking at 

My clothes and phone and towels

With the water running! 

And he said he thought I left it all out. 

And had gone to work with all that in place. 

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