31 October 2024

d day


Lazy bum. 




After 2 years of near daily abuse
-sans the time he was gone -
The Rat Bastard is being forced out 
By the long and strong arm of the law. 

Let him come back. 
He will be faced with a Restraining Order. 
That is sworn. Not a threat. 
We already have it under way. 



I keep forgetting 


On the floor on a mat 
Away from home with a houseful of kids


On my own bed at home 
Covered with cats 



All the stress and now the election! 
Oh myyyyyy 



29 October 2024

hit the road jack


Just a few more days 
And no more limbo. 
He will be gone and 
NEVER EVER RETURN 




Butter Chicken by the tub full. 


I am in need of a long nap
And an extended fast 


They sell them as futures contracts 
But it’s really betting. 








My saving grace 

My real state 


27 October 2024

bad news









All I did was sleep on my day off. 
I slept and ate and that was all. 
I hate split days off. 
I need them to be back to back. 
So the bad news. 
McDonalds has no more
Quarter Pounder with Cheese. 
All stores. Out! 
OMG why they can’t leave 
a good thing alone. 


26 October 2024

would you know it?


Headaches. Body aches 
I’m so tired.  
Like falling asleep at my desk. 
Life falling asleep driving. 


Halloween movies are the best. 
This one, Hotel Hell,
Scared me to absolute death. 







It’s like everything I ever knew
Is just now proven wrong. 
I have been seeing things 
In a different light. 
Like the big big picture. 



25 October 2024

life changes


Still can’t catch up on sleep 


One of my ETFs hit pay dirt! 


Lots of bad advice out there. 
Just like people hate on Atkins
They hate on Yield Max. 


Catnip is coming in stewing this year 


Salad for breakfast 


Eggs and Shrimp. 
Didn’t care for it. 

Went to bed super early. 
The evicted house mate STILL 
Thinks this is a hoax. Even though 
There are 2 notices on the front door. 
And he missed the eviction 
And the appeal. All he does is fight. 

So let’s examine. 
If all he does is botch and fight…
How on earth does this effect me? 
Now that I don’t see him daily. 
I’m not responsible for him. 
Am I my brothers keeper
Even though he fired me from that role? 
It’s more like Cain and Abel 
And he aims to kill me. 

I’m m finally indifferent towards him. 
I was absorbed with anger
Which is probably from fear. 
Fear of what? 
Fear of something in the future. 
Fear he will be able to put me 
in a situation I can’t recover from. 
That’s not likely to happen. 
Not in this lifetime! 
I’m stronger and better than that. 




22 October 2024

bad blogger


All your stuff will be boxed up
One day. And everyone will be 
Like “What…the…heckle…?”














19 October 2024

new old day


Ended up crying 
On the way to work. 
Actually I was ok driving. 
Once I got here the crap started again
And I wanted to walk off. 












I have never had a job 
Where the kids didn’t like me.
This one doesn’t. He just wants to play. 
So when there’s work to do
He just screams. 
Hours and hours of fussing.
I get paid to listen to a boy scream.