groovy day

Protein shake and 2 eggs 

Damage control 

This housemate mental case #39

Took a crap in the cat box. 

ptsd

Back on track 

With Egg Bites 

My hospital in Frankfurt, Germany. 

They had these buildings 

where they kept the POWs. 

Looked like this. 

The POWs were sooo mad. 

They were not grateful. 

They were not zen. Not full of wisdom. 

No insight. No calm. Not appreciative. 

It was hard to be around. 

Just bitter rage. 

I get that now. 

Horrid sleep. 

Until it’s time to get up. 

Then viola! I overslept. 

Many steps 

My body. lol. 

Old lady flappy flap.  

Planning a way to get away

 from this situation. 

So I have this idea that it shouldn’t bother me 

Because it’s just an old drunk

And not a full on war. 

But it’s still a fresh wound for me. 

crazy day

Cleaning. 

Hiding 

Walking 

Sleeping 

Wishing 

Fixing 

Dreaming 

Mommy-Ing 

Smiling 

sleeping beauty

Baby was so upset he pissed himself. 

He got a quick little bath 

He got a quick bath and 

A warm day at the spa. 

Then back to the Hair Bnb. 

5 paws up! 

Nice! 

Deluxe accommodations. 

Tip your waitstaff …

In this case, I brought DP 

For the office gals. 

New shower curtain. 

Prime Day was perfectly timed this year. 

Petty ex house husband 

Did a smash and grab 

Around the house. 

Talk everything he wanted. 

Petty. Like an old Grandmother 

Who can find her meds. 

I need to wait for a pedicure. 

Grandy’s burned down a year ago

And they just now demolished it. 

Progress. Not perfection. 


The cool old buildings back east 

Body shot 

Yours truly. 

OK. No more carbs. 

I have been having 70 to 100 grams

Of carbs a day. 

Some starchy. Some sweet. 

The combination works best. 

I ate carbs and LOST 20 pounds. 

Probably because of cortisol (stress)

And how the insulin spike 

KNOCKED OUT the cortisol. 

This is twice I used increased carbs

To help my health. 

One for TRUR Protein Sparing 

When I broke my leg. 

And now. 

More infor to come. 

done with this guy

The stress of work

And home is eating me alive. 

Literally. 

I’m within 5 pounds 

of my high school weight. 

And way below my army weight. 

I’m done with work issues. 

No more begging some child

To open his fingers to put on a glove. 

If he wants to fail, do patients have 

The right to fail? Adults yes. 

Kids probably not but in a way

It’s not enabling if they 

were never going to do 

something in the first place. 

Finally got a day off. 

Welcome to 4 more years of Trump. 

Democrats eat their young. 

And throw their old 

On the side of a cliff

Or under a bus. 

So to summarize. 

After years of hourly fights

 to get this little guy to 

Stop biting. Stop pushing. Stop screaming. 

Stop blocking. Stop resisting. 

I am trying a new approach. 

It’s like waiting for a toddler

 to finish a tantrum. 

Or waiting for a hurricane to blow over. 

Same with House Husband. 

After years of begging him to pay his rent. 

Pay for his food. Pay his utilities

- we all like air conditioning-

All the lies and excuses. 

The defiance. The fuck you Anne 

Up the butt you stupid cunt

You worthless goddamn fat fuck whore

Ugly nasty long tittie old stupid bitch 

(This is how he talks to me 

For the past 7 years!)

I hate you and I hope you die 

I am going to kill you and take your cat  

Want to go to the rifle range?

Do they still make lithium? 

You need it you crazy 

paranoid schizophrenic idiot freak

Mensa Chapter President 

Weak worthless fake nurse 

All the years of him pissing in my food

Shitting in the cat box

Ejaculating on the patio 

(Don’t come outside!)

Prowling around the attic at 3 am

Making noise when I am asleep 

All that- and more- FINALLY -

I packed up my thoughts and 

Found a way to not interact with the crazy. 

Is he mean? Is he stupid? 

Is he crazy? 

Yes to all. 

Good bye and good riddance. 

May you never darken my door again. 

 

hazmat day

Wise men say 

It looks like rain today 

Keep finding food and urine,

Stool, and other DNA samples 

Drum Corp season 

Sleep going ok. 

Die- damn Goliath!

Go away forever 

I’m covered with bug bites. 

Mites and bites in the room 

Where the idiot just left. 

Dallas burns. 

First Baptist Church fire. 

All systems are GO! 

I got a free gift this month!

I am definitely going to use it well. 

Thanks, amen!