lost post

How a post gets lost

I can only guess. 

I worked on it for 2 hours. 

On and off. 

Back at work. I don’t want to be here today. 

I had some anxiety today 

When some nurse asked

 if I am trying to gain weight 

and be as big as a house. 

Why on earth would she say that? 

In 6 years I’m at my slimmest. 

I guess she thought it was good natured ribbing. 

But I came I wrapped on her. 

I wonder how many times

I walked out of jobs

I walked out from people

I walked out of difficult situations 

Because of anxiety? 

Probably many many times. 

Many changes I never took. 

Many trips I never took. 

Even going back to college. 

Being so very introverted. 

Probably too many.