say what?

I recently went through 

A dark night of the soul. 

Not because of death or rejection 

But because of Bitcoin! 

Not to brag. 

But in my one year of investing 

I have caught up with my nurse pay. 

All in my ROTH, mind you-

So I can’t get to it for 5 years. 

So it grows and grows 

With this crazy, crooked trump economy. 

Buy when it crashes,

Which is often. lol. 

Looks like I might get to retire 

Some day before I die- 

After all. 

The new American Civil War?

Good sleep 

Old housemate.

Good riddance to a filthy 

Baby man who never grew up. 

Him being so bad with money 

Made me want to be good with money. 

Judging in this world 

Is like knowing in Heaven 

So, 16 months of work,

REBT type therapy 

And daily meditation 

I finally have my answer. 

When i was young and was

Being sexually abused at home,

I prayed to have things change. 

But they didn’t. 

Why now would God answer 

My prayers for money and help? 

Did god change? 

Is the prosperity gospel true?

Are miracles a sign of gods love? 

My answer is this:

God don’t change; 

I changed. 

All I had to do was ask. 

Is it really that easy?

Control the belligerence 

And everything falls into place ?