27 June 2021

serenity 101




Not much variability -
Flatline. 


I still don’t understand 
Why HRV should be high during sleep. 
That’s about as autonomic
As it gets. 
Maybe this book will help me understand. 




No lunch have I 






I don’t have this problem. 
Just an example. 
I’ve been very serene this week. 
Something runs out? 
Too bad. 
Someone is mean?
So sad. 
It’s hot and I want to go home?
Yer dad!


I’m serene because in the bigger picture 
None of this matters. 
It’s like a dream. 




Waking up from CoVid
Is going to be worse than covid was! 

4 weeks till my GI Series. 
Time to do some very serious fasting. 
I’m finally strong enough. 


26 June 2021

viola!








Need a swimsuit 
But I don’t like what they sell
So I got this. 


Even if it rains,
I’m still staying at the Air BnB 
To avoid the sounds 
The past 4 years,
I’ve been sleeping on the floor
To avoid - getting shot? 
So even if I wasn’t in combat
I still have a little of this. 
Stupid civilians and their guns. 


Amazon Prime Days. 
30% off what I was going to get anyways. 



A “horse” vitamin 

His “horse” loved it!
I’ve been obsessed with Pernicious Anemia 
And Vitamin B12. 
Could it be that simple? 
My iron levels are fine. 
Intrinsic Factor?


Same day. 
3 breakdowns. 
77 grams of Fat. 


74 grams of Protein. 


16 grams of Carbs. 
I think this is net. 

I’m stunned at how blind I was. 
Vitamins. 
Who the hell has a vitamin 
Definitely- in America? 
What if it really is that easy. 
To start. I mean- it’s a good start. 


25 June 2021

eating day








I’ve been craving salads. 
Maddening.


Grilled chicken strips
Are like wings 
Without the bones or breading. 


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