decisions, decisions

No time for cooking since I got a new hobby, called "sleeping."

It goes great with my new job of up to 70 hours of hard-core working.

Closed down a SmashBurger the other day...

I was not impressed. Gave then a second chance  -

It was worse than the first time! Probably not enough butter.

Best wake up early enough to cook.

As for the sleeping, I am not complaining.

Many of my Nurse friends and Blogging Buddies 

*MY AGE*

Can't sleep to save they liddle life.

A Nurse friend said *we* were over the hill.

After I took the shovel out from her teeth, I asked her what she meant.

She meant that we were in a middle-aged crisis.

So I guess it's too late in life for me start giving a shit.

About anything - or is it?

*Muhaw-ha-ha*

I am pretty laid - back, actually.... even in the Army --

But it would be nice to do something

 Other than just go to work and go home and die.

Years ago, if someone told me the constant tiredness

And Borderline Sub-Clinical Depression and Anxiety

I sometimes (always) had - that it was all diet related --

I would have unfriended you in real life, 

And gone off to have a Snickers Bar melted in a Crapachino.

It's so nice to just "be" and read and listen to music and stuff...

And have a big plate of Paleo Something or Primal Salad

Or something else... gosh - food is good!

AND have the energy to get things done -

And maybe plan for a future that is not dismal!

many somatic complaints

Lots of these from What-a-Burger

On the way to work....

They NEVER get the order right. Never.

  

I make more money in 2 days

Than I made in a week at the Group Home!

Lot of sleeping in the day.

After nearly 2 months I am still not adjusted.

Making Bone Broth and OxTail Stew.

Honestly not much time for cooking 

When ya work 77 hours at night.

Or much time for cleaning!

You should see the place. Ugh.

Not really so bad... I am never there

To mess it up!

I told the new Mom (Moms are the worst in Pediatric cases)

That I must have eaten something that did not agree with me

 And I got sick  (throwing up blood)

That's why we have Zantac... :(

What I meant to say is that I am a gentle soul 

Who has finite limits in how bad you can treat me.

Before weight loss - no limits. 

After weight loss - I will walk away from your crap

In a freaking heart beat.

Love me some Amazon - Got this awesome outdoor carpet

For the patio... next I am getting some chairs!

I am going to sit out doors - if it is the last thing I do.

I am upset with my apartment because I wish it were bigger

BUT I don't want to pay so much for a bigger place.

The CheapSkate's Dilemma!

I am working on a 1, 2, and 5 year plan.

Time to get serious!

I know when I am looking for problems,

That I am stressed and taking it out on other people and things.

No good, except that it is feedback

That I need to chill out.

I go to work and get chewed out for something .... 

Last week, I left out a medicine cup with 10ml of water..

EVERY DAY I get reprimanded. And she really thinks I am slow.

.... Kinda like what was happening before.

But this is for more money and I am not tied into the result.

I was told that if I did not work during the recent snow storm, 

I would be let go. I told them that I would take my chances.

Still there! So - empty threats will get you no where.

So yeah -  kinda better.... but not really so much.

At least not in the work department! 

Everything else is Two Thumbs Up!

Thank goodness for good friends!

And people who support you no matter what.

And now, if you will pardon me,

I am going back to sleep.

Last week I slept nearly 70 hours in a row!

Ahhhhhh - luxury (or necessity?)

vitruvian park

Celestial Park in Addison

They have (had?) an echo chamber,

But Sherri and I could not find it..... alas!

So we went to her place and cooked up another storm

A Big Ole Chuck Roast

I call this a "Scramble"...

Ground Beef (this is Chuck)

Beans, Tomatoes...whatever you like -

The Second Cousin (Twice Eaten)

From Crack Slaw....mmmm

Vitruvian Lights

Santa Claws

I was sick this week with sudden and spontaneous emesis -

I think is a combo of working nights and stress...

BUT my smalls are falling off of me -

Mediums swallow me up -

So I'll take it - for now!