Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts

12 January 2010

a funeral soiree

1376 steps by 8 am
Monster Energy drink /protein
water, coffee, advil

funeral flowers

funeral food
"Just Say (are you freakin' kidding me) No"

people always post pics of dead trees

I guess they are pretty

6747 steps at work today

Kind of a "low-key" week so far.
Attending a funeral was the highlight.

Just now getting an idea of how hard
and involved losing weight can be.
And how it can effect your entire life.
And influence your image outward and your thoughts inward.

I already knew how fun and easy it can be.
I am just now resolving experiencing the self-doubt,
and rejection and insecurity about how I look, and looked.
Especially the rejection.


"Right Here, Right Now"
FatBoy Slim
note the ending