02 July 2024

nuts in the head day


Went to get a Kolache 








A Donut store with a story 


Got Air Bnb last night
It was like a dorm. 
But hey it gets the job done. 




As long as there’s no bed bugs
It’s ok. 


If they have one of these you know
They have an obligation and
Commitment to total cleanliness,
And gracious hosting. 


The eviction is proceeding as planned. 
It’s not my house and 
It’s not my problem 
But I am about to be caught in the crossfire. 
This would be difficult if 
The homeowner were there- or not. 

No one wants to be evicted. 
And crazy people are bound to react - 
Guess how? 
Go ahead. Guess.  
I’ll wait. 


Messing about lol
Puppy take med
Baby take meds
Erry body take meds 

Eating about 100 carbs a day. 
And maintaining my 
Low low super low weight. 
Still stretching my head as to how. 
The stress is making me not eat. 
Probably I get 500 calories a day. 

Well… since… if… 
This is now my new reality,
At least the carbs should be clean. 
No more junk carbs. 
Just maybe some fruit 
Or something with high water content. 

Go pure and reap the benefits 
Or go sloppy and reap the punishment. 
The human body is the ultimate 
“Fuck Around And Find Out “
Machine. 


01 July 2024

no help












What excuse today? 


Fuck sleep anyways 



Barely in function mode today. 
I asked a nurse to pick up a shift 
(She asked me and I offered back)
Then she said NO. 
Odd how you can give and give
And then when it’s time to pay back 
The answer is no.  No help.