ugh bug

Beautiful plans with fire 

Steak

I ate like 4 bites. 

Coat the Steak with Powdered Milk

[youtube video]

And then cover it with butter 

When you cook it. 

Ice Cream. 

Something made me super sick. 

I had spasms all night. 

Like a Sphincter Of Oddi. 

It hurt like something crazy!

Up all night pooping blood

And throwing up blood. 

Blood in- blood out-

I’ve already paid my dues. 

Good numbers. 

They have a machine 

That’s as small and portable 

As a glucometer. 

About $100. 

I’m hitting Santa up. Lol. 

Definitely a fork in the road

Kind of day. 

I’ve always said that. 

Had to work today, 

but I didn’t feel like it!

I’m worn out like I was a year

And a half ago.   

All I want to do it sleep. 

Nurses are dropping off like 

Dead Flies. All the Case Managers 

Walked out last week. 

Just better money everywhere else.