more idiots

My fave meal. 

Pseudo meal. 

Avocado with lime and salt. 

Had a few bites of SP. 

my yearly treat. 

I had Chicken Nuggets

Which I’m not sure is really even food

And it has gluten. Sooooo

I do better with some carbs 

Before bed. And I forgot 

To wear my Apple Watch 

But I woke up with my chest pounding 

And never got back to sleep. 

I looked at the clock and it said 0500. 

Then in about 5 minutes 

It said 0540!!

Talk about a time warp!

I also forgot to weigh. 

So it must be I’m ok with it. 

Cuz I do t even care. 

The moon. 

So I gave up anti-cholinergics

Which I took years ago for sleep. 

Then started again when the baby died. 

And have been taking them 

On and off- since then. 

I had a few airplane bottles of

Butterscotch whiskey 

Which is also an indulgence. 

One I need to drop. 

Our Monkey Brain 

Likes to win, doesn’t it? 

My Monkey Brain 

Is like having a 2 year old toddler 

Drunk - running around 

Kinda like Trump. 

Idiotic. 

So the oxygen was set up right. 

Small miracle. 

We have to eliminate the variables

And build a box around the one who did it 

And retrain them.  Retrain. 

What a time we live in. 

Retrain.  Idiots. 

Next, starting now, 

Im going to focus on things 

I’m grateful for.