please please please

Don’t eat it!

4 years ago. 

Me and my cane. 

3 years ago. 

Me and my low sodium. 

Eat that IP. 

It’s good! 

Cabbage and Pork Tenderloin. 

I’m in a horrible holding pattern. 

Waiting for the Suits to take action 

I hope they’re gathering info. 

And not just stalling for time. 

I do a version of Atkins 

That is identical to Keto. 

So people think I’m Keto. 

I guess I am. 

But more protein. 

And less dietary fat. 

I still have a shit ton

Of body fat to lose. 

My cortisol levels are through the roof. 

I’m stressed all the time. 

And my house-mate has a disk problem 

And won’t take pain medication. 

So he literally “YELPS”

And moans on pain all night. 

I’m sleepy and tired and few like crap. 

I need this all to stop. 

And yet...

There’s no end in sight.

Back to controlling what you can control. 

Which is just what I 

Put on my pie-hole. 

And how I react to 

Other people’s bull shit. 

Same as it ever was.