disheveled day

Please tell me I’m dreaming 

Nice dreams, at least 

More dreams 

AI drew this for me 

Sleep great. 

Waking up with cats 

Found some money? 

Hahaha earmarked for plants. 

Keep finding little “love gifts” 

The human anus  (former housemate) 

Left behind. This electric cord was 

In the water shut off valve. 

I hate waste. And I hate him. 

Not struggling with weight. 

I’m struggling with hate. 

And that will eat you up alive. 

So the next few days 

I will be working to rid myself 

And get out from under this 

Massive burden of hate. 

I’m so angry- I could 

DEFINITELY 

Put the hurt on someone. 

I guess that’s a natural response 

To change and loss. 

I’m not depressed 

I’m not bargaining 

I’m not in denial. 

I want to punish this asshole 

But I can’t - so I have to trust 

The Universe and god

From whom I have recently

 become estranged. 
That’s the relationship that needs healing. 

Amen.