best little melt-down in texas

My only job right now.

Controlling the space from "here" to "there."

It's about a foot or less, eh?

Seems sooo easy.

We all know that it's not always as it seems.

I sure do eat my own words this last year.

They sucked going out, and worse coming back to me.

Let's see if I've managed to learn anything at all this last year....

Uh, er, um.......

Low Frustration Tolerance

Poor Impulse Control

Do all Fat People have Eating Disorders?

 Disordered Thinking?

Is it a type of substance abuse?

Negative thinking - projection - ego stuff?

Do all people?

No, I didn't binge...

Or act-out, or any of that...

I just continue to shock myself

With my insights of self-discovery!

It's not about the food. It's not about the special relationships.

For me, it keeps going back to "form and content."

Fear is always a sign of strain, arising whenever what you want conflicts with what you do.

 … You can behave as you think you should, but without entirely wanting to do so. 

This produces consistent behavior, but entails great strain...

The mind and the behavior are out of accord, resulting in a situation 

in which you are doing what you do not wholly want to do ... (from guess what book) 

The basis of  "integrity"  is to be integrated-  in thought, word, and deed...

To see someone (or something) as an "object of desire"  IS  objectionable.....

...The self-delusion that pleasure WITHOUT relating can exist.

All righty, then!

There, that wasn't so bad.

Now back to our regularly scheduled activities....

And thanks to all the kind people who took the time out

yesterday (and most every day) to show me some kindness!

• Why can't we all just get along?!
• Fall down X times, stand up Y (Why? Because we like you!)
• Feel free to add your favourite euphemistic cliche! (I collect them...)