31 March 2021

lived




I made some good friends at the hospital. 
I am this sick every day. 
I guess it finally caught up 
More blood transfusions. 

20 ulcers and hiatal hernia 


Got a shower today 
And none broth 


9 pokes for blood. 
All good. 


Pulse coming down. 
No further shortness of breath. 





told ya I was sick


So. Heart won’t settle down. 






Here I am for a few days. 


No thanks. 


Blood transfusion. 
Hemoglobin 6.2




28 March 2021

mast cell razor






Inside a Chicken McNugget 
Mostly breading. 


This should start to change things 


The classic 10 year montage. 
Left- driving back from 
the Grand Canyon 
Right- wishing I were driving  to 
the Grand Canyon. 
It’s true! Low Carb slows down aging! 

27 March 2021

sick and tired







All day appointments 
Still racing heart 
And dizzy. 


26 March 2021

tgif




Full Shot Friday 




Pfizer Friday 
Can’t walk
Can’t lift
Can’t get enough water 
Can’t get enough air 
This helps block mast cell 
Compliment Cascade 
They say 

Can’t get enough of my Baby Boy 
Kitteh Skoochums

Please, Dear Universe 
Let this pass fast 


25 March 2021

neuro non plastic












What a day. 
Headaches
And rapid heart rates. 



24 March 2021

covid nightmares


Slept 14 hours again. 
That’s 2 nights
Each 14 hours. 


Back to freaking work. 
I have serious burn out. 
Serious. 




Ate salad and went back to bed. 


This overgrown rodent
Is not good for 14 hours sleep 
Maybe 5 hours. 




Car camping is a new thing. 
Actually, an old thing
With a bohemian twist. 

Can’t stand my job actually
Too much bullshit under the bridge. 
Good money
But too late. 

23 March 2021

covid dreams


Slept 14 hours 








Mmmm ribs


Fancy wine 







Ahhhhh time off