June 09: size 2x and 3x [archive link]
May 10: size med (almost a small!)
The much - promised comparison shot!
June 09 [archive link]
(again with the 44's??)
Like settling into to a new apartment,
I am "settling in" to my "new" body....
A few improvements here - adornments there....
We all learn as we go
We all do the best we can
It's always a journey of adjustments.
What I thought would make me happy -
didn't. I can't even fool myself any more.
Much less any one else.
I am trying to be gentle and patient with myself,
As I learn what works and what doesn't work.
Forgiving, but not indulgent.
I would be gentle, loving and patient with you,
And I am, more so than with myself right now.
But I am learning that, too.
Every pound is a thousand days of self-loathing,
And hate and fear of getting too close...
Every pound on, and every pound off.
Pounds can not define us,
Or join us, or keep us apart.
Thank you for reading !
Sick in bed with some kind of flu vs cold
Hot tea and the like all day....
A few bites here and there - no actual meal
I'm miserable, actually.
Just in case you wondered.
Nurses make the worst patients.
This can't be right - can it?
Hope your day is going well!
No need for everyone to be miserable, eh?